Monday 17 October 2011

BM MINISTRY CAMP 2011
was so fun!


We're having camp @ SIB Centre, Pedaun, Bau.. :)
the same place where we had our REGION 6 Camp and IPCF Camp.



JANGAN LELAH
Bekerja di ladangNya Tuhan
Roh kudus yang b'ri kekuatan
Yang mengajar dan menopang


TIADA LELAH
Bekerja besamaMu Tuhan
Yang selalu mencukupkan
Atas segalanya


Ratakan tanah bergelombang
Timbunlah tanah yang berlubang
Menjadi siap dibangun
Di atas dasar iman



Ratakan tanah bergelombang
Timbunlah tanah yang berlubang
Menjadi siap dibangun
Di atas dasar iman

<3




















I nak kawan dengan orang yanggggg

bukan jenis yang datang time time ADA MASALAH SAHAJA.. :)
bukan jenis yang selalu merahsiakan sesuatu.. lokek! :P
caring.. fun!! easy to get along with.. crazy head like mine!! crack.. whom i can share my problems with.. someone that i can trusted.. NOT BIG MOUTH..

it's so hard to find friends like that.

Thursday 13 October 2011

Selidiki aku,
Lihat hatiku,
Apakah ku sungguh mengasihiMu YESUS,
Kau yang Maha tahu, dan menilai hidupku,
Tak ada yang tersembunyi bagiMu.

Telah ku lihat, KekuatanMu,
Yang tak pernah habis dihidupku,
Ku berjuang sampai akhirnya,
Kau dapati aku tetap setia!! :D
LIFE IS SHORT for you don't know when you'll be gone 

Tuesday 11 October 2011

PRACTICAL!  =D
HAPPY? 3rd sem is going to end! :) Then, moving on to the 4th sem, PRACTICAL. >.<
haaaa~ TIME is like ROCKET!
SAD? Going to misses all my friends!
ANXIOUS? fear with the big boss! huhuu
EXCITED!?  Excited to go to the REAL site.


FINAL IS COMING..
I am not sure if i'm ready.
Some subjects are just confusing? esp with the calculations.. Grrrr WORRIED TO THE MAX.
Tamadun? SO MANY FACTS THAT ARE WEIRD TO BE MEMORISED! my weakness. >.<
Maths? Hope to get 4.00 flat. maintain for 3 sems. AMEN! This sem, drop a lot. huhuhuhu.

Tournament is coming..4days 3 nights. Going to skip classes, AGAIN! so far, skipped 7days. Plus tournament, total up 11 days. WHOAHHHH tension.

Monday 26 September 2011

IPCF JULY 2011 CAMP @ Matang Wildlife Centre, 23rd - 25th of September :)

This is my FIRST TIME going for IPCF Camp since the first semester. I don't know why, but I feel sooo excited to enroll my name for this camp. A week before the camp, I was told that I am suppose to teach my "crew" for the opening dance. I was so shocked! I never practice for a week before, but this is what I love most and I know that nothing is impossible. Plus, I love to dance for Him and I'll take this as a challenge. So, finally, I chose LEAD ME LORD by GAVIN VALENCIANO and SHINE LIKE STARS by TRUE WORSHIPERS for the opening dances. Every thing emmmm seems well during 3 times of trainings. But conflicts do happen. :) During the opening ceremony, we did a sketch apart from dancing. I'm the demon! HAHA! LOL! scaryy.. The dances goes veryy well but the music not quite okay. stuck for few times. aiyo but never mind. THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR COOPERATIONS! God's blessing!

3 sessions of preachings by Pastor Martin Sunardi. After the 3 days 2 nights camp, what I've learnt ;

First of all is WHO AM I?
We can never know ourselves. We can never answer that question. Let people judge us. Jesus came to Earth for us to know ourselves. You know who we are? WE ARE THE WINNER for He had saved us. :) Don't be proud of Christian. Religion could kill you. Religion can change you anytime. Agama itu jahat.
BUT!! We must be PROUD TO BE THE FOLLOWER OF JESUS. And, we must not judge others, because it made us worst than evil. He never judge us!

WHAT IS WORSHIP?
Worship is a LIFESTYLE.
Tahu berbeza dari kenal. These words are DIFFER from each other. It is like OH! I know him. He is blablabla. But, do you really know him? Know his heart? Or you only knew the name, age, etc.. Don't be hypocrite. He forgive those who sins and asking for His forgiveness, but He condemn hypocrites. Doing all the good things, Holy things, knew the word of God but still they are the one who AGAINST HIS COMMANDMENTS although they knew them more than the others. So, don't judge people by their doings, but by their heart.

WHAT IS YOUR DESTINY? honestly, I don't know what is my destiny. >.<"
But, we must live life like it is a journey! We must be magnificent. Jadilah orang yang luar biasa.  Life must be clear or it will be like Zombie. hahaha :) Barang siapa yang setia pada benda yang kecil, akan diberi barang yang lebih besar! Dream high! Mulutmu adalah harimaumu. If you say OH! MESTI FAIL. then fail lah you. It is like you are praying for your failure. Kata katamu adalah satu doa bagimu :)  IMAN TANPA KEKUATAN adalah mati! A lot living hard lives out there than we do. Keep this in mind : WE CAN'T CHOOSE LIFE, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE WHAT WE WANT TO BE IN OUR LIFE. For life is a process and we live for impacting others.



God's blessing!!
I hope those who are reading this feel blessed, because I FELT BLESSED!

Saturday 17 September 2011

- this pic was taken randomly by Samantha 
when I was enjoying my LEAD ME LORD dance. 
I can't wait to teach this dance to the others! 
I CAN'T WAIT FOR CAMP! 
My first time going for IPCF camp, and the Opening Dance is choreographed by ME! 
It is time for me to shine -

I LOVE TO DANCE..
DANCE For CHRIST!
^________^
He's amazing.
He gave us our talents.
So use them to PRAISE HIM
cuz ..
HE IS GOOD, ALL THE TIME! HE IS GOOD.
HALLELUJAH
GOD BLESS THEE~
Amen

Sunday 28 August 2011

28th AUGUST 92

Back from church, I intended to have a nap. 4hrs nap. Tidur not nap XD
I dreamt of my late grandpa!!!! TWICE!!! The first was before my alarm rang, and the second was before my mum texted me!! Aki was smiling. We talked!! He smiled at me.. In that dream, he asked for gloves from me because he wanted to juggle. Juggle buah KEDONDONG! awwwwww..
I ASSUME THAT WAS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM HIM!!
Seeing him in my dream.. IM MISSING YOU AKI!!! I LOVE YOU!!!! huhuhu!!

Saturday 23 July 2011

ADOBE PHOTOSHOP :)


23rd-24th JULY @ UIDM


It's was fun! Learnt new knowledge.. Wohhoooo.. I went to Paris.. HAHA!!

Monday 4 July 2011

T.I.R.E.D -confession of a sorrow heart-
Tired of begging. Tired of everything! I know how to get tired too,okay? One day you will know how is the feeling of being ignored when you really REALLY in an urgent situation. I need a break, don't you know? I will appreciate it even if it is only for awhile! I don't want to do that forever, until the END??! I want to become a BYSTANDER like you, too. I'm giving you chance to experience everything that I'm doing before. Don't you know, it is SHAMEFUL running after people for money and so on? Don't you know how it feels like when people making excuses whether it is TRUE OR NOT? Don't you know how it feels like when others didn't appreciate what you're doing by not even saying THANK YOU!? Don't you know how it feels like when you some times have to use your own money when it is so so so urgent? Don't you know all these!! Have you ever think of all these?? I have other things to focus on, too! I think you know.

IT IS EASY TO SAY THAN DONE. HOW'D YOU KNOW IF YOU DON'T EVEN BOTHER TO GIVE IT A SHOT? enough said. bye


and yes, I AM MAD. I would say NO if you ask

Saturday 2 July 2011


I couldn't find the movie. HAHAHA!
-pitiful-

So I bought the book.. :) almost finish reading it. 
AND I wish I can watch the movie too..

♥ MILEY CYRUS.

Friday 1 July 2011


Whenever it comes to holiday, I'll say...
I DON'T WANT HOLIDAY! I'LL MISS MY FRIENDS!!!

Now holiday is about to END!!!...
I DON'T WANT MY HOLIDAY TO END!!! I DON'T WANT TO GO BACK!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 24 June 2011

HIGHER.. :)

HIGHER

(Shalom, mohon maaf sebelumnya, bagi sebagian orang kisah ini mungkin kurang nyaman untuk dibaca…) 

Beberapa jenis ular paling berbisa di dunia sedang dipindahkan dalam sebuah penerbangan dari tempat penangkapannya di Afrika ke salah satu tempat penelitian di Amerika. Karena satu dan lain hal, pemindahan itu dilakukan d...engan menggunakan pesawat penumpang. Bukan sesuatu yang tidak biasa memang, tapi sebuah kesalahan terjadi… 

Setelah pesawat tinggal landas, mungkin dipengaruhi oleh getaran dan gerakkan pesawat. Beberapa ular berbahaya itu menemukan jalan untuk keluar dari kotak tempat mereka disimpan. Orang yang bertugas mengepak ular-ular ini dalam kotak penyimpanan, tidak melakukan tugasnya dengan baik… 

Beberapa penumpang dari bagian belakang segera berteriak-teriak dan berlarian dengan panik ke arah depan pesawat, ketika melihat beberapa ular berbisa di lorong belakang pesawat. Seketika seisi pesawat menjadi panik. Seorang pramugari segera berlari memberitahu pilot tentang keadaan yang menakutkan ini.

Sang pilot segera menghubungi menara pengawas di darat dan menginformasikan keadaan di pesawat. Semua petugas di menara pengawas juga sangat terkejut dengan keadaan ini.

“Jadi di mana kami bisa mendarat?” Tanya sang pilot.

“Tunggu sebentar,” kata petugas menara pengawas, “Beri kami waktu untuk berpikir.”

“Tolong segera diberitahu, sebelum ada penumpang yang menjadi korban.”

Beberapa saat kemudian menara pengawas menghubungi pesawat,

“Di ketinggian berapa engkau sedang terbang?”

“300 kaki.” Kata sang pilot.

“Naikan ketinggian.” Kata petugas menara pengawas.

“Tapi pak, kukira kami akan mendarat?” Tanya pilot.

“Tidak. Naikan ketinggian sekarang juga. Cepat kapten, tidak ada banyak waktu!” 

Sang pilot segera menarik tuas kemudinya, pesawat yang terbang rendah itu mulai melayang tinggi.

“Berapa ketinggianmu sekarang?”

“500.66 kaki.”

“Naik lebih tinggi lagi!”

“700 kaki.”

“Lebih tinggi lagi!”

“900, 1000.20, 1100.37, 1200 kaki…” 

“Baik… sekarang tinggal di ketinggian ini,” kata petugas menara pengawas, “Katakan kepada awak pesawatmu bahwa pada ketinggian ini ular-ular itu sekarang tidak berbahaya. Segera kembalikan mereka ke kotak tempat penyimpanan, dan kali ini jangan lupa dikunci rapat!” 

Dan benar, ketika seorang awak pesawat mencoba menangkap seekor ular, ular itu tidak bereaksi atau menyerang. Pada ketinggian itu, ular-ular itu menjadi mati rasa dan kehilangan naluri pemangsa mereka. 

Penumpang pesawat itu selamat, karena berada di tempat tinggi… 

---
Yang berusaha kami sampaikan adalah,

Dalam doa dan penyembahan, kita melayang tinggi bersama Tuhan… 

Mungkin banyak di antara kita yang tidak tahu, tapi ketika kita melayang tinggi dan semakin tinggi bersama Tuhan, bahkan masalah yang paling tak tertundukkan sekalipun dikalahkan. Mereka kehilangan kuasa, di dalam Nama Yesus. 

Seorang hamba Tuhan berkata bahwa ketika pujian dinaikan, pekerjaan musuh terhenti.

Ketika kita memuji Tuhan, dibuat TUHANlah penghadangan atas masalah-masalah kita, sehingga mereka terpukul kalah. (II Tawarikh 20:22) 

Jadi ketika masalah datang, terbanglah lebih tinggi…

Monday 13 June 2011

GAWAI 2011

Gawai was so fun this year. Hehe! But it would be much fun if all relatives are there to celebrate it together. Hmmm.. but, it's okay. :)

Hehehehehe. I ate a lot....(of PORKS!) :D HAHAHA!
Visited every rooms in the longhouse. Each room served LABEL 5 and tuak! Oh yea, I sponsored Guinness and Royal just for MY CREW. LOL! Surprisingly, this year we didn't take beers at all. They kaya already ba, maju. hahhaha! beer dilupakan.
After finish visiting that whole longhouse, went to another longhouse. CHIVAS COMING! pang.. stub stub stub stub!!
(0000+am, 1st June..)

Slept for few hours, Gahhhh.. Can't sleep well.. That night, CONTINUED again.. with APPLE RUM! nyummmm. and finally, i have myself few cans of beers. ngiahahaha..


Family Portrait..


Mama and I..

Tuesday 17 May 2011

MUKJIZAT ITU NYATA

Dia mengerti, Dia peduli persoalan yang sedang terjadi. Dia mengerti persoalan yang kita alami.
Aku percaya sampai mukjizat pasti akan menjadi nyata..
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP ON YOU LORD!
You are my beautiful savior.
You listen to my prayer all the time.
You are always there, listening.
You are always by my side whenever I'm happy, I'm scared, the time when I don't know what else to do except pray for Your help. For Your guidance. For Your PROTECTION.
Thank YOU FATHER! You are my best FATHER ever. Thank you for giving us the chance to live in this cruel  world.. Thank you for all the obstacles, all the boundaries we're going through now.
I won't give up easily. I will keep praying for Your help. For Your guidance. I believe that 
EVERYTHING WILL BE OK! even if it happen only for a while, I still do thank You.
:)
Engkau memberikan aku ketabahan..
Life is so hard..
I'm goinng through this HARD LIFE at this age.. WOW! amazing..
Ku serahkan segala masalah ku, setiap peribadi ku ke dalam tangan Engkau Ya Bapa..
Semoga Engkau akan terus memberkati hidup ini Ya Bapa.. AMEN.
Forgive all my sins Father.. :)
THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU. YOU ARE JUST AMAZING.....
HALELUJAH!

Saturday 14 May 2011

Results suppose to be out on 16th MAY!! Suddenly Samantha rang and said that she has checked her result! OMG! OMG!!!!



**WHAT THE FUCK RESULT TIBA2 KELUAR!!!!!**


**Babi sik senervous like me!!!!!!**

**IM SO GONNA CALL DAD WHOSE NOW IN UK!!!! I X REPEAT MECHANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!! I FEEL SO ALIVE!!! I FEEL SO BLESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!**

**JOY TO THE WORLD!!! I PASSED ALL!!! LET EARTH KNOW HOW I FEEL!!!! ♥ ♥**
**I DON'T CARE MY POINTER NOW! Wooohhh!!** 

AS LONG I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS ESPECIALLY MECHANIC STUCTURE!!! AND STILL MAINTAIN MY MATH!!! 4 FLAT! CUKUP IDUP!

& I promised I WILL STUGGLE HARD for next semester!!!!

I'M VERYYYYYYYY HAPPY THAT I DIDN'T REPEAT ANY SUBJECT!!! I PASSED ALL SUBJECTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday 13 May 2011

I don't wanna get hurt again. Hopefully I don't fall onto the wrong person.
Oh Gosh, I had another crush. grrrrr 
: /

Monday 2 May 2011

There are 3 kids named Nobody, Somebody and Crazy. 
One day, an accident happened 
and 
Crazy was running like hell until Crazy reached the Police Station. 

Crazy: Somebody killed Nobody!!! Police: Are you crazy?!?!?! Crazy: YESSS!!!!



-I got this from Tim-ahhahaha-

Wednesday 13 April 2011

AUTOCAD TEST 1 (taken on ?th March, cuz was at Shah Alam on  ? January)


Quite tougher than TEST 2.
 Yeah.. I'm ready for my finals with 
    THIS FACE!

Wish me GOOD LUCKS

Thursday 7 April 2011

It has been MONTHS after December. GOSH! Damn it, right.

still not over that "traffic light" guy at SOME times. GRRRR. >:( 

mlm

when rethink about it, i shouldn't have known that animal.
lan jiao  E.L. BABI KAU! mampuihh ahhh.. sohai.. 
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Won't forget that dude. i'm not satisfy with u.

Friday 1 April 2011

Walau ku jauh dari mata
Ku tetap kan berdoa, hidupmu kan bahgia,
Aku kan terus mengingati, saat kita bersama
Di dalam perlayanan

Jangan lah lupa, ada kasih yang lebih berharga..
Jangan kecewakan hati Yesus, juru slamatmu..

Dengarkan lah teman ini laguku
Nyanyikanlah bersama ku
Kuatkan lah teman kesetiaanmu
Menempuh percobaan

Percayalah teman dari hatiku
Ku sangat rindu, saat kita dahulu..

Wednesday 30 March 2011

People might looks perfect from the outside, but, who knows their inside.

Tuesday 29 March 2011


FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I DID MY AUTOCAD 
100%
BY
MYSELF!

OH YEAH~


-test 2-

Monday 28 March 2011

DiGI MADE ME LOSE MY TEMPER

now, i would like to say, Digi IS not a smarter choice.
huhuhu ~

Friday 25 March 2011




Semua orang
Boleh berkatakan ada lagi harapan
Namun Engkau
Datang tuk pulihkan hidupku :)

S'bab kasihMu
Tak pernah jauh dariku dan meninggalkanku
Pengharapan
Hanya ada dalam namaMu

Halleluya..
Halleluya..
Halleluya..
O Halleluya..

<3

IPCF FAREWELL PARTY JULY 2010
We sang Kasih Yesus, Indah Indah Oh Indah
&
Aku Jatuh Cinta! :)
at SIB church, Batu Kawa


IPCF FAREWELL PARTY DIS 2010
We did theater musical! :)
Zekius 
about Natalia ^^
at Christ Baptist Church Bt. 7

TWO.OH.ONE.OH


TOURNAMENT @ SMK KPG NANGKA 1 SIBU :)

We're the Champion.

LOL ^^

This was my FIRST Taekwondo tournament.
NOT BAD, get Silver.
for Chon ji hyung



MSP



24th - 31st JANUARY 2011


The championship was held at University Islam Antarabangsa.
.. Peringkat Antarabangsa punya tournament.



Stayed and trained at Poli Shah Alam for 4 days I think? Then
Stayed overnight at HOME Hotel for 2 nites during tournament b4 going back to PSA, then KUCHING! :D

I gained precious EXPERIENCES during trainings!

Though it is really really really is tiring, I tell U.
huhuhu!!
Muscles pain.

Tears more than laughter.

Living at people's place.

Followed their rules, oh suxs!
SO CLOSE MINDED!
NOT ALL OF THEM LA.
DIRTY PLACE! EWWWW!
CERIDAK
Pity them.

Anyway,
I've learnt MANY new TECHNIQUES.
& I'm just white, by that time!
How lucky am I :)

Met new friends. Same interest. Just so cool!
Get used to their 'cultures'
^.^

Thursday 24 March 2011


I used to wear this bracelet everywhere I go.
Now, no more.
I gave it to my bestfriend / sister ever,
VERAWANIDA ERISON
Her friends from Poli PD came over to PoliKu for dancing thingy,
so..
I have nothing else to post to Vee, so I gave my huhuhuh.. bracelet.
sorry tak sempat nak beli kek lapis & biskut beras
:)
I MISS YOU SO MUCH!