I missed them. So, in order for us to keep in touch like what WE USED TO SAID before.. USED TO SAID BEFORE!!! This “MUST KEEP IN TOUCH” words.. I’m willing to sacrifice my training time for them, invited them to go to the beach.. I was so excited though I knew it wouldn’t happen (most of the time).. OKAY? At least I’M TRYING TO DO SOMETHING.. Is it me who always ajak keluar? XD lol muka tebal ku ehhhhh

Then…………………. </3 SPEECHLESS..

I don’t know why I felt sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad.. Felt sooooooooooooooooooooooo so so so sad.. Tears can’t stop falling.. I hate it!! Pigggg why should I CRY!! it’s worthless Bren!!

Next time, I should have just keep quiet. Don’t say a word Brenda. I felt useless, abandoned. LOL! FUNNY HUH! yeahhhh.. hahahhaha.. well I am NOW. Used to it neway

Can’t wait to get out of Kuching. 2 more semesters Bren. sabar.

BM MINISTRY CAMP 2011
was so fun!


We're having camp @ SIB Centre, Pedaun, Bau.. :)
the same place where we had our REGION 6 Camp and IPCF Camp.


JANGAN LELAH
Bekerja di ladangNya Tuhan
Roh kudus yang b'ri kekuatan
Yang mengajar dan menopang


TIADA LELAH
Bekerja besamaMu Tuhan
Yang selalu mencukupkan
Atas segalanya


Ratakan tanah bergelombang
Timbunlah tanah yang berlubang
Menjadi siap dibangun
Di atas dasar iman

Ratakan tanah bergelombang

Timbunlah tanah yang berlubang

Menjadi siap dibangun

Di atas dasar iman

<3

I nak kawan dengan orang yanggggg

bukan jenis yang datang time time ADA MASALAH SAHAJA.. :)
bukan jenis yang selalu merahsiakan sesuatu.. lokek! :P
caring.. fun!! easy to get along with.. crazy head like mine!! crack.. whom i can share my problems with.. someone that i can trusted.. NOT BIG MOUTH..

it's so hard to find friends like that.

Selidiki aku,
Lihat hatiku,
Apakah ku sungguh mengasihiMu YESUS,
Kau yang Maha tahu, dan menilai hidupku,
Tak ada yang tersembunyi bagiMu.

Telah ku lihat, KekuatanMu,
Yang tak pernah habis dihidupku,
Ku berjuang sampai akhirnya,
Kau dapati aku tetap setia!! :D

LIFE IS SHORT for you don't know when you'll be gone 

PRACTICAL!  =D
HAPPY? 3rd sem is going to end! :) Then, moving on to the 4th sem, PRACTICAL. >.<
haaaa~ TIME is like ROCKET!
SAD? Going to misses all my friends!
ANXIOUS? fear with the big boss! huhuu
EXCITED!?  Excited to go to the REAL site.


FINAL IS COMING..
I am not sure if i'm ready.
Some subjects are just confusing? esp with the calculations.. Grrrr WORRIED TO THE MAX.
Tamadun? SO MANY FACTS THAT ARE WEIRD TO BE MEMORISED! my weakness. >.<
Maths? Hope to get 4.00 flat. maintain for 3 sems. AMEN! This sem, drop a lot. huhuhuhu.

Tournament is coming..4days 3 nights. Going to skip classes, AGAIN! so far, skipped 7days. Plus tournament, total up 11 days. WHOAHHHH tension.

IPCF JULY 2011 CAMP @ Matang Wildlife Centre, 23rd - 25th of September :)

This is my FIRST TIME going for IPCF Camp since the first semester. I don't know why, but I feel sooo excited to enroll my name for this camp. A week before the camp, I was told that I am suppose to teach my "crew" for the opening dance. I was so shocked! I never practice for a week before, but this is what I love most and I know that nothing is impossible. Plus, I love to dance for Him and I'll take this as a challenge. So, finally, I chose LEAD ME LORD by GAVIN VALENCIANO and SHINE LIKE STARS by TRUE WORSHIPERS for the opening dances. Every thing emmmm seems well during 3 times of trainings. But conflicts do happen. :) During the opening ceremony, we did a sketch apart from dancing. I'm the demon! HAHA! LOL! scaryy.. The dances goes veryy well but the music not quite okay. stuck for few times. aiyo but never mind. THANKS TO EVERYONE FOR THEIR COOPERATIONS! God's blessing!

3 sessions of preachings by Pastor Martin Sunardi. After the 3 days 2 nights camp, what I've learnt ;

First of all is WHO AM I?
We can never know ourselves. We can never answer that question. Let people judge us. Jesus came to Earth for us to know ourselves. You know who we are? WE ARE THE WINNER for He had saved us. :) Don't be proud of Christian. Religion could kill you. Religion can change you anytime. Agama itu jahat.
BUT!! We must be PROUD TO BE THE FOLLOWER OF JESUS. And, we must not judge others, because it made us worst than evil. He never judge us!

WHAT IS WORSHIP?
Worship is a LIFESTYLE.
Tahu berbeza dari kenal. These words are DIFFER from each other. It is like OH! I know him. He is blablabla. But, do you really know him? Know his heart? Or you only knew the name, age, etc.. Don't be hypocrite. He forgive those who sins and asking for His forgiveness, but He condemn hypocrites. Doing all the good things, Holy things, knew the word of God but still they are the one who AGAINST HIS COMMANDMENTS although they knew them more than the others. So, don't judge people by their doings, but by their heart.

WHAT IS YOUR DESTINY? honestly, I don't know what is my destiny. >.<"
But, we must live life like it is a journey! We must be magnificent. Jadilah orang yang luar biasa.  Life must be clear or it will be like Zombie. hahaha :) Barang siapa yang setia pada benda yang kecil, akan diberi barang yang lebih besar! Dream high! Mulutmu adalah harimaumu. If you say OH! MESTI FAIL. then fail lah you. It is like you are praying for your failure. Kata katamu adalah satu doa bagimu :)  IMAN TANPA KEKUATAN adalah mati! A lot living hard lives out there than we do. Keep this in mind : WE CAN'T CHOOSE LIFE, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE WHAT WE WANT TO BE IN OUR LIFE. For life is a process and we live for impacting others.



God's blessing!!
I hope those who are reading this feel blessed, because I FELT BLESSED!